Celebrating 120 Days Sober: A Milestone Worth Acknowledging

Reaching 120 days sober is a significant achievement worth celebrating. It marks not only a physical milestone in abstaining from alcohol or substances but also a mental and emotional journey towards self-improvement and growth.

In these past 120 days, I have experienced moments of clarity, strength, and resilience that I never knew were possible. Each day without succumbing to the temptation of addiction has been a victory in itself. I have learned to cope with challenges and stress in healthier ways, finding solace in meditation, exercise, and creativity.

While the road to sobriety has not always been easy, the rewards have been immeasurable. My relationships have improved, my mind is sharper, and my soul feels lighter. I am more present, engaged, and grateful for the small moments that make life beautiful.

As I reflect on my journey to 120 days sober, I am reminded of the courage it took to make the choice to change my life for the better. I am proud of the progress I have made and excited for the possibilities that await in the future.

Here's to celebrating 120 days sober, and to the continued strength and perseverance needed to stay on this path of healing and wellness.Cheers to a brighter, healthier tomorrow! May the next 120 days bring even more growth, joy, and peace. 

Here's to embracing the journey of sobriety with open arms and a hopeful heart. Cheers to a brighter, healthier tomorrow!

Always remember tho:

* It's okay to ask for help. My support group has been my lifeline.

 * Celebrate small wins. Two months is huge, but so is one day, or even one hour, without a drink.

 * Be kind to yourself. This is a journey, not a sprint. There will be bumps along the way.

I'm not naive enough to think it's smooth sailing from here. Sobriety is a choice I make every single day. But today, I choose to celebrate. I choose to be grateful for the strength I've found and the incredible journey that still lies ahead.

#sobriety #fourmonths #recovery #120days

Three Months Down, a Lifetime to Go

Hey everyone, it's me again. Today is a special day. I'm officially 90 days sober! It's been a tough road, but I'm so incredibly proud of myself.

Those first few weeks were brutal. The cravings, the mood swings, the feeling that I'd never enjoy myself again... it was a lot. But something inside me knew I had to keep going.

What's changed? Honestly, it feels like everything. My mind is clearer, my body feels stronger, and my relationships are so much better. I'm sleeping deeply and waking up with a sense of possibility that I haven't felt in years.

Of course, there are still challenges. Temptation lingers, and some days the weight of it all feels heavy. But here's what I've learned:

 * It's okay to ask for help. My support group has been my lifeline.

 * Celebrate small wins. Two months is huge, but so is one day, or even one hour, without a drink.

 * Be kind to yourself. This is a journey, not a sprint. There will be bumps along the way.

I'm not naive enough to think it's smooth sailing from here. Sobriety is a choice I make every single day. But today, I choose to celebrate. I choose to be grateful for the strength I've found and the incredible journey that still lies ahead.

#sobriety #twomonths #recovery

New Joy's of Parenting

I remember the day Joshua was born like it was just yesterday. The feeling of overwhelming joy, love, and gratitude that washed over me as I held him in my arms was indescribable. I was a new wife at just 21 years old and a first-time mother to the most beautiful baby boy I had ever seen. Everything felt so perfect, so right, and so full of promise.

As I navigated the ups and downs of motherhood, learning to breastfeed, waking up in the middle of the night to comfort my little one, and embracing all the new changes that came with being a new mom, I felt like I was on top of the world. Nothing could bring me down, and the joy that I felt just got stronger as the days passed.

But then, when Joshua was just three months old, my world came crashing down. Joshua passed away, and my heart was shattered into a million pieces. The pain of losing him was unbearable, and it felt like nothing would ever be right again.

Looking back, even though my time with Joshua was short, I am grateful for every moment we shared together. Through him, I experienced a love that was deeper than anything I ever knew existed, a joy that was more profound than any other I had ever experienced, and a sense of purpose that I had never felt before.

Although I still miss him every day, I carry his memory with me as a testament to the joy and beauty that he brought into my life. Even in his brief time here, he made a tremendous impact and taught me so much about love, life, and what really matters in this world.

In conclusion, being a new wife and first-time mom to Joshua was a truly special and beautiful experience. Although it ended too soon, the joy that we shared together will always hold a special place in my heart and laid the footsteps for the rest of my journey into adulthood. 

I have since become a mother to two more beautiful children, and while the pain of losing Joshua will never fully go away, it has taught me to cherish every moment with my family. I am grateful for the lessons that Joshua taught me about love and life, and I know that he continues to watch over us from above. Being a mom is not always easy, but the joy and love that come with it make every sacrifice worth it. I am proud to be a mother and grateful for all of the joys that come with it.

From the Trenches: A Mom's Fight

Some days, it feels like I'm at war. Not a war out in the world, but one raging inside me. It's a battle against depression, a relentless enemy that saps my joy and colors my world gray. It's a fight to stay sober, to keep pushing back against the cravings that threaten to undo everything. But most of all, it's a battle to be the mom my daughters deserve.

The ache of their absence is a constant weight. When I lost custody, it felt like my heart got ripped out. Every day without them is a reminder of my failures, of the times I wasn't strong enough. The guilt and shame are heavy burdens to bear.

But amidst the darkness, there's a flicker of hope. I'm in therapy, slowly making sense of the tangled mess of my emotions. I have good days, days where I catch a glimpse of the woman I could be. I'm attending support groups, finding strength in the stories of others fighting similar battles.

It's a long, hard road. There are setbacks and tears. Some mornings, just getting out of bed feels like a victory. But I won't give up. Not on myself, and definitely not on my girls.

To other moms in the trenches: You are not alone. Even when it feels like the whole world is against you, there are people who understand. You are stronger than you think, more resilient than you can imagine. Keep fighting. For yourself, for your children, for the light waiting on the other side.

If you're struggling:

 * National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988 (or 1-800-273-TALK)

 * Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357)

Disclaimer: This post is not a substitute for professional mental health help. Please seek qualified treatment if you're struggling.

Calling All Poetry Lovers!

Get ready to be inspired! I'm thrilled to announce that I'll soon be launching a brand-new tab dedicated entirely to my poetry.

Whether you're a long-time fan or new to my work, this tab will be your go-to spot for everything I create. Get ready to immerse yourself in a world of words, emotions, and vivid imagery.

What to Expect:

 * A collection of my best work

 * New and exclusive poems

 * Insights into my writing process

I can't wait to share my passion for poetry with you all. Stay tuned for the launch date – coming soon!

In the meantime, why not…

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